This is all that's left.

Melissa Tan.
241093
Xingnan Pri Jurong Sec
spyro_doggie93@hotmail.com

Spyro- Shetland Sheepdog
Zeden- Bunny(Gone)
Nomnom- Dwarf hamster
Gaygay- Sapphire Chinchilla
Bijou- Syrian hamster
Tripod- Syrian hamster
Sheperd- Syrian hamster
Dart- NF Robovski hamster
Girlgirl- NF Robovski hamster(gone)
Robo- NF Robovski hamster
Girl - NF Robovski hamster
Owl- WF Robovski hamster(gone)
Fighty- Standard Grey Chinchilla
Chilla - Standard Grey Chinchilla
Emo - Standard Grey Chinchilla
XiaoBaiLong - White Chinchilla
Yiyi - Standard Grey Chinchilla

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

Mum's Blogshop
4-4'09
Pet hotel(:
Pet's search, buy and sell of pets.
Angeline
Camilia
Felicia
JiaHui
Juliana
KC
KeHui
Rayn's Hamsters
Selina
Shao peng
Sharon
Shermaine
Siew Hoon
Wayne
Zhen Ming

January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010

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Why can't i have a Panda as my pet,
they are super cute :(

It's werid how such things keeps happening
and it takes me time to get out of it.
I don't like it. Damn it.

Just came back from BBQ gathering.
My whole body is aching badly from the badminton trial.

Anyway, went out in the morning with my mum to the bank and my shoes repaired.
Took a train down to orchard to meet one of my orientation grp mate and my grp leader.
i was thinking they were going there to shop for BBQ stuffs,
though i thought it was weird to go orchard to shop for BBQ stuffs.
When i met up with them,
i realised the shopping was totally nth to do with the BBQ...

Okay, so we went walking ard randomly
and i was asked to take neo print with them..
didnt want to take initially, but i still took it in the end.

We left ard four plus and headed for the BBQ gathering in the condo beside our sch,
my other grp leader's house.
He has a parrot, but too bad it wasnt a friendly one.
As usual, i just sat ard.

Then there was this shetland sheepdog a the other bbq pit beside us,
it was so hyper.. reminds me of spyro.
I felt pretty sad, cause the dog was jumping ard barking out of joy,
yet spyro was always scolded whenever he barked out of joy :(
i wish i could bring him out to play all day one day.
I'm such a bad owner.

Anyway, i ended up looking at stars and enjoying
the cooling night breeze with my grp leader.
She was really nice to sort of take care of me, accompanying me.
I learnt how to differentiate between stars and satellites :D
Then, we went to my other grp leader's house,
it was his condo which the gathering was held at,
his room is ultra cool man.
In his very own room, there's two levels,
the room is small but cozy.
Really really nice room (:

I left while they were watching anime in the room.
Took train home.
Stalker came for his misson again but he failed again.
Haha, thanks anyway stalker (:

I just realised Emo's eye cataract is getting worse :(
Must hurt alot.
I just feel like i failed badly as his owner..
So sian.
I miss baby, i haven't replenish the flower at it's grave.
The flower i left the other time was washed away by the rain..
The image of baby, in my hands,
struggling to get it's last breathe kept appearing in my mind.
I thought i felt it while i was sitting by my chinchillas' cages that day.
I know im thinking too much..
but i cant help it..
I miss it.

Ah, i can finally come online.
My dad have been using my com for the past few days for his video making.

Monday (1st feb)

Happy birthday Hui min (:
It was my last day of orientation,
ended late so couldn't met up with them to give hui min her present..
Orientation was pretty fun,
had mass game which i pratically cheated all the way.
We were playing with water bombs, our very nice HGL allowed us to throw it at him.
He's too nice, he got a shower from other HGL with a bucket of water.
We had to learn a few dance for Finale performance.
Pretty fun, though i was totally lost with the dance steps.
At the end, there was a freestyle dance floor..
Everyone were running and dancing like crazy, i was standing there waiting for time to pass..
We had Mass dance like three times at the ending, the HGLs danced it really nice..
Had fun anyway.
Everything ended at only abt 7pm,
my dad came to pick me up after that :D

Tue (2nd feb)

Was start of lessons.
Not really lessons, we only had lectures as we haven't got our classes so no tutorial yet.
I got into the sub combination that i wanted, H2 - Chem, Math & geo, H1 - Physics.
I was pretty firm on dropping chem and taking physics as H2 previously,
but many ppl are telling me things that made me change my mind.
I do get loads of free period now, i would just spend my time in the library.
Our sch library is two level with sofas and loads of tables for us to study on.

My GP lecturer talks like Mr Lam.. Ah, i miss sec sch life.
We spent like one hour trying to get our Graphic calculators to work on our first lecture.
Oh, my geo lecturer is really cute. The way she talks and behaves, she's like blur blur one.
Sadly chem isn't that nice, my lecturer clicks really fast on the slides.

Anyway, i met ben to go down to Taiwan Lunchbox to collect our stuffs.
Met Sokkee and Huimin after so long :D :D :D
I miss my crapping partner.
Actually, havent been very long since we last met
but cause we were used to seeing each other almost everyday for work,
then suddenly not meet each other anymore,
feels like a really long time.
They wanted to go over to the shop beside to have Ramen,
i had to go home early to get my new uniform washed and was really tired.
So i didn't join them, plus i just ate with ben right before we came over.
But, i felt really bad for not staying with them :(
i mean, i havent seen them in awhile, finally can meet but i didnt stay long.
So sorry :(

Wed (3rd feb)

Not much lectures..
My physics lecturer is irritating me with this sound
that he makes every few sentence he says.
It sounds like he's sucking a sweet loudly, that kind of annoying sound.
Irritating, it directs my attention away from his lesson :(
Then came chinese lecture,
it just turns me away by starting off the first lecture,
telling us how our compo are like and chinese texts.
Crap ._.

CCA fair after sch.
Was pretty interested in Badminton & Touch Rugby.
We sign up for cca trials on fri for Badminton, touch rugby, floorball & volleyball.
& i got spammed with msg from the seniors from these CCA at night ._.
Was tempted to join musician clubs but end up decided not to join.

Thurs ( 4th feb )

Lecture hall is really cold :(
Math lecture was really horrible.
I didnt really get anything :(
P.E was only briefing, no games yet :(
Feel so sad.

Friday ( 5th feb )

Had only two lectures.
Math and geo.
Totally regretted taking math,
i caught no balls at all during the lecture.
Math is really horrible :(
Geo lecture made me felt better, the teacher is really funny.

Anyway, i had mac and walked ard the shopping center
with two of my schmates before heading back sch fpr CCA trials.
We ended up going only for Badminton's trial.
It was really nice finally getting to play badminton again.
Remember how 2-2'07 used to play tgt (:

The teacher doing the selection told us to come again next wed,
though he doesnt sounds very convinced that we will get a place in the CCA.
Later, he told us they are lacking of girls so it shouldn't be a problem getting in for us
& since we are so interested, he will let us in.
It made me felt like i suck badly.
I watched how the other guys in the CCA play...
Man, i wish i could play like them.

I'm just praying i wouldn't regret this path i'm going,
praying it wouldn't end like how it did before.
I'm just afraid of it turning out to be like before.
Really afraid..

Okay, i wanted to add...
Abt that korean guy i mentioned previously,
i realised it's his character that he's so sort of friendly, smiling away.
He's a nice guy anyway, i mean a friendly and nice guy?

Okay, anyway.
Today, stalker made me laugh for quite awhile.
It was hilarious man, he was going so smoothly on his misson
then it got screwed up right at the very end.
He almost made it but too bad.
Stalker, try harder next time (:

Back. Haha.

Monday (25th jan)

Went out with Germaine and KC.
Germaine brought us to some weird place with no air con..
It was some hawker centre, which i have no idea existed.
Haha, she only told me we were going for ice cream,
no mention of the hawker centre.
Anyway, we went to Cold Rock for ice cream after our lunch.
It was pretty nice with the Gummy bears, mashmellow and M&Ms :D
Those were what i was after, not the ice cream.
But it was nice.
I was eating slow cause i had to chew the gummy bears and mashmellow okay.
Haha.
Oh, Thank you Kc for his treat to the two of us (:

Tue (26th Jan)

Intend to go Wild Wild Wet with Germaine, Rachel and Hui min.
We took the train all the way from boon lay to downtown east,
then when we reached, we realised that it was closed on tues.
Super unlucky.
So we decided to go home and come again the next day..

Wed (27th Jan)

Morning was release of posting result.
Got what i expected but not really what i wanted.
Still, it's okay. Cause i can try appeal.
So, we went to wild wild wet.
There were not alot of ppl, which makes our rides with shorter Q line :D
Overall, was pretty fun but the sun was horrible.
I got abit of sunbrunt when i came back.
It was tiring too, my leg was aching when i reach home.
I guess it would be the last time we could visit Wild Wild Wet tgt.
Too bad, Ingrid and Felicia can't come like the last time.
The more the merrier.

Thurs (28th Jan)

First day of sch, reached early at ard 7am.
Sat ard while waiting to gather.
First day of orientation was pretty fun.
The ice breaker games and such.
Though there were alot of talks too.
I was beginning to like this sch.
Our HGLs were really nice and the people there seems to really love the sch alot.
It's like you will feel welcomed or smt there.
My orientation group is pretty interesting with a guy from china and a guy from Korea.
My group ppl seems nice.
Anyway, I left early to appeal to other jc, so missed out the Mass dance.

Friday. Today.

Second Day of sch.
Reached early again, this time i didnt sit alone waiting.
The china and korea guy from my grp came over to sit and started talking with me,
they are pretty nice guys.
My day was enjoyable, except for the cheerings and stuff.
Had mass dance, was forced to pair with this HGL.
But he's pretty patient, teaching me the steps that i missed out the day before.

Later, we had this game which is similar to Treasure hunt but quite different.
we have to go in our grp and move to diff stations, complete station get the clue to the next.
But the things we do at the stations are pretty fun.
One of it was playing of captain's ball :D
Super happy, finally can play again.
Our team won :D
It was tiring at the end of the day but at least i enjoyed myself.
I'm liking my sch more and more. Haha.

Oh, i'm pretty surprise with the korean guy in my grp
with the fact that, everytime i turn and catch him looking at me,
instead of turning away quickly like how normal ppl do,
he will look straight at me and smile to me.
I mean if you look at someone and you get caught by the person,
first instinct is to turn away and pretend to look somewhere else,
but he didnt even try to do that.
So i came up with a theory, it's he's korea culture to look and smile :D
Okay, nvm.

Anyway, today i want to thank this stalker who failed in his first stalking mission
for coming down to pei me on my long ride home.
Thank you, stalker :D

Okay, i shall have a good rest over the weekend,
my orientation ends on mon in the evening :(
which means, lesson is starting on tue! Crap, so fast.
My legs are still aching :(

I feel as if smt heavy crushed me,
i'm laying there,
unable to pick myself up.
I just feel like laying there all day and never getting up.

It's a good thing i gave work a miss today.
At least you breathe your last breath while you were in my hands.
I hate that i was helpless and couldn't make you better.
When i realised you were gone, i was still praying for a miracle.
Now, i dont feel like doing anything but just lay and think of you.
If only i was a vet, i could have made you better.

I got a pleasant surprise today at work.
Work didn't really started off well
but suddenly Jaslyn and Melvin turned up.
My mood went from zero to sky high.
I mean it's really unexpecting to see Jaslyn.
The last time i went out with her for poly open house,
i was pretty sure that it was the last time i would be seeing her.

Jaslyn was more of a troublemaker than customer.
She's always like that, ultra funny de.
One of the girl working with us was saying
it was the first time they see me so happy?
Haha. Who wouldn't be happy?

So they waited for us to knock off from work
and we went bowling tgt.
Melvin left on the way,
both of them played bowling in the morning alrdy.

I miss playing bowling.
Last time i played was with Jaslyn, tim, melvin & bryan.

oh, before we went bowling,
we stopped by for milk tea at lakeside.
The lady was saying ' Meinu, yao she me? '
Immediately, all of us except Hui min
step to the side without saying anything and let the girl behind who just came in go.
Then we were telling hui min she was asking for Meinu not her and pulled her aside.
the way we reacted and the whole situation was super funny
cause it's like we bu yue er tong de react like that.

Anyway,
we were playing ard and talking abt sok kee's luck with the bowling ball.
It was crappy but really fun lah.
We played 3 games in total.
I was really lucky in the second game to get 2 strikes and 1 spare.
After bowling, i played pool with Jaslyn
while Sokkee and Hui min played some shooting game.
Pool wasn't as bad as the last time though Jaslyn still cleared faster than me.
We went home after that one game of pool.

Yay, no work tmr, i can sleep in.
Took leave as I'm going out with Germaine and friends for Kbox.
Actually, intended to work but leave earlier at ard 2pm then go find them.
But i change my mind after some guy made me unhappy.

There was nth to do and we were done preparing,
just waiting for customers to start coming in which is ard 12 plus usually.
So Sokkee and i decided to play a game of Tap tap on my ipod touch.
The rest of them were sitting ard and two of them watching us also.
Then this guy came along and scolded us,
saying we should be more discipline and why dont we know how to look at the time, such craps.
Yeah, we don't don't wear a watch for nth.
I mean, everyone's also sitting ard and why must you come scold us.

If a customer walks in, no matter what we would stop the game and start work.
But there's not even one yet.
Ah, i should have shot right back at you.
Damn it, why didn't i.

Yeah, we don't know how to watch the time
so we take leave at the point when you need waitresses.
So along with me, Hui min and Sokkee took leave too.
Maybe i'm childish or what but i don't really care as long as i get back at him.
I never really liked the impression he gave from the start,
I don't know why too.
Nvm, second last week working here.
Besides him and the big boss whom i have never spoke to before,
the rest of the ppl are really nice.
The big boss is cause i have never spoke to her or anything so i don't really know her.

Though i felt bad for the others
cause once three of us not ard, there's really very few ppl left.
they are like the innocent ones of this whole 'revenge' thing.
Especially the other female boss who's in charge of the manpower.
On top of these, next week there's another day where three of us have to take leave.
Cause Hui min and i going for our last outing with germaine, last cause when jan ends they will be busy in sch, so we dont want to miss it.
Sokkee doesnt want to go to work alone.
Then there's another day where Sokkee have to go abroad and Hui min has driving test.
I think i should go to work on that day,
even though i'm alone
it's like very bad for the three of us to go off tgt twice in the week.

But somehow i feel relief and happy that i can take a break from work tmr.
Though i have never found this job unhappy or stress or anything.
Maybe i just need a break to pick myself up again.